and I would ignore
the gaping wound in my chest, I let it pour
‘til I was too weak, weak and ashamed
for you to stay.
There's an ever-rushing tide that keeps me steady
Hope beyond the hope that sometimes fades away
Hiding underneath the maybe and not ready
Will he find another way?
you don’t know that you’ve yearned and hungered
for that sweetest bite until
you’ve tasted it
I think my armchair might be my best of friends
Might be my worst of enemies if it lets me play pretend
So I stay locked up, afraid of what will be
If i walk outside and let them forget again about me
oh, if Daddy saw me now, I don’t know what he’d think
so I hope he doesn’t think of me.
“somebody loves you,”
Fear whispers to me
or, more like a scream
I hope that you w i s h
and I hope that you sigh
and I hope you regret
and I hope you feel d i r t y
and I h o p e that you squirm
and I hope that you cringe
If y o u think of m e .
eating up my insides
sneaks in when I don’t notice
then strikes in a moment when
I don’t expect it
Why don’t you love me?
Why don’t you care?
I’ve spent some nights lonely
You could’ve been there
I must be sleepwalking
Cause this can't be happening
I'll say you're sleep talking
And I'll swear it's just a dream